Why is it that people can change so easily? It was only yesterday that I'm finally waking up from everything. It's sometimes hard to wake up and go back to reality. I do not wanna regret my life still wanting you back and not getting over you when you've done it since the day you left. Two weeks ago when you were still here, I thought we had some connection after all.. But I guess, it was just a kiss goodbye. I've tried to convince you that we can get thru this hard times tho it's hard to start thngs all over again. But you said you didnt want things to be complicated again as we're about to have exams.. But what more do I need to say now? Angry? Hatred? Pity? Frustrated? Sad? When I said my blessings to you and her, do you know how hard it was trying not to cry? When actually I was crying out inside me.. I just wanna know why, when you said you don't love me anymore you can really do it just like that.. Is your heart immortal? I've tried to let myself be surrounded by guys.. Trying to get over you by using someone else. But it proved me no wrong, that I am bleeding now. I tried not to turn back to you. Im trying so hard to forget about you.... Please... Someone help me.......... TT




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