I don't know why our feelings are always bigger than our brain..

Its true that if you love someone, just stop playing the game....

Stop thinking of what you gonna do next... 

Stop persuading yourself with a thousand words that your brain tells you..

Another beginning of a chapter in my life....

Its 7:48pm now. Getting ready to go out to celebrate Krinesh's birthday. For some reason, I don't feel like it... The feeling of drinking alcohol doesn't give me the excitement anymore...

And alcohol has never been my favourite drink.. I drink only because I wanna get drunk..

Ahhhhhhh............... Should I go out? Errrrhhmmm... 

I feel lonely..... Cause my heart is sad......

All my friends are either in a long term relationship (as in at least 2 yrs and above), distance relationship yet still so loving and madly in love, or they just are madly crazy for hot guys.. 

I wish I could be like that.. I wish my heart doesn't stay in place..

Everyone knows this is not at all a healthy thing to do..  :(

What can I do with a broken heart? Who can heal it? God.... Are you listening now?

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