shishashishashishashisha... Baby sang me The Science because he wants me to sleep and not emo again.. how sweet.. always love when he sings it.. :) And my baby is flying to kl with me when I head back to Tas after my holiday. heeeeeee.... It's 7 a.m. and I'm still UP! Woooo....-_- Hah...The nights are the scariest moment of my life... Just when I'm about to sleep, thoughts keep coming out of my freakin mind. It's not like I control it in some way, it just pops out on its own.

Aihh...Sometimes I really don't know if I'm making the right decision. Some things aren't that easy to decide. You never know when things would haunt you back at night. I know he loves me very much and I do too. And when he said he is scared of losing me, I feel it too.. But I just don't know if he means forever? or it's just going to be for a short time. He told me he loves me so much and wants to get engage with me now.. I know you are just playing with me.

I wish you were the one who loves me more than I do. I know things have changed and this time I can tell that you are trying very hard just to help me overcome my fear. I feel you loving me everyday..We have been through alot.. Really enough to make us stronger day by day.. But sometimes phobia makes me step one step backwards. The pain I once had, is too scary for me to try it once more. You tell me........ How do I overcome?

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