recall!

sighing loudly.... just now i was going to log in to my friendster to check out my hubby's old FAT photos.. just to realise that the old friendster has been deleted! the new friendster apparently, has like avatar pictures!! omg!! my heart so pain now!! because all my memories are inside!!!! was going to refresh my mind with the old days  but its all gone now!!! left with really shitty new friendster!!before i came i deleted all my bf's old pictures..which are those very very fat pictures of him!!! im so sad now~!!! hmmm...

lately my bf hasn't been quite well... and he is getting so very very thin! i can actually see his bonessss and its so scaryy! :'( i wish i was there for him... hmmm, im going back very soon.. and everyday i miss him like hell... dont know if he does too...

hmm...since i have nothing to do just now, i went through my chat log that is since last year end until this year before leaving sdk.. even though there were unpleasant words, i actually felt better when i compare now with the times i had at that time. seriously, i couldn't recall what actually happened..

from back then till now, my mood n behavior is totally different.. there were a lot of scary moments of me... :'(

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